Despair to Hope

My takeaway from the World Press Photo 2025 awards.

When the interpreter was holding back, choked by tears and paused her Arabic to English translation, finding it difficult to speak, I sensed this tender moment was pivotal for me in the whole World Press Photo Awards ceremony.

After all Mahmoud Ajjour, 9 lost both his arms in the Gaza war, and his portrait by photojournalist Samar Abu Elouf, from Gaza is now Picture of the Year. The interpreter continued after a coy exchange of glances with each other.

With Samar Abu Elouf.

Samar was recounting stories gained from her time spent with his family. Immediately after the attack, Mahmoud who was badly injured told his mother and sister to run for safety. He thought he was going to die.

Later a question from the fellow journalist Kiana Hayeri asked Samar if Mahmoud had seen his winning portrait which has now won a major award.

Samar said that Mahmoud acknowledged the award and was hopeful that it being seen across the world, would help bring Gaza back into focus, and also it could help his fund raising for prosthetic limbs.

She instantly received a huge applause from the audience, which was probably directed at Mahmoud.

His lifetime suffering is a burden for us all to bear. Hope through suffering. This is a most honourable gesture. His outlook is clear.

Earlier in the day, I visited the FOAM photography museum. The historical haunting images taken by a cohort of ‘stealth’ photographers towards the end of WW2 in Amsterdam, who risked their lives if caught, moved me immensely.

The Underground Camera exhibition is a powerful testimony that war and violence always affects the innocent. Families are torn apart, women and children starve or die of hunger, men are imprisoned or killed.

The picture of a hand sewing a Jewish Star emblem onto a coat to identify one’s Jewish ethnicity, as commanded by the occupying Nazis was a symbol of persecution and ultimately a death warrant to so many Jews in Europe.

These harrowing images from WW2 serve as a reminder of the inhumanity of mankind and I’m glad to be able to see them 80 years on, as archival photographs. I acknowledge the brave men and women who felt it was their duty to take these images as a record and memory of a grim time in Europe.

The Underground Camera

Is history repeating itself? Do we ever learn from history? A little boy today can only provide hope that it doesn’t.

As I complete this post, I’m sitting across the canal of Anne Frank’s house, now a steel and glass structure to shepherd the thousands of visitors through the prewar home, once a secret safe space for this extraordinary story.

I cannot help but imagine the strength and courage of these young children like Mahmoud and Anne Frank, and countless innocent war victims, also Kim Phuc the ‘napalm girl’ in which she appeared as a terrified child horribly burnt, running away naked with her family from a US bombing raid. This famous image is now the subject of an authorship dispute.

Who are the aggrieved and who are the aggressors? Peace is fragile.

URGENT APPEAL : PRINTS FOR GAZA

PLEASE HELP NOW. In 2010, I ran an appeal for donations for the Pakistan floods in return for free prints and managed to raise a few hundred dollars for dec.org.uk, thanks to your generosity. In 2022, KLPA donated 100% of its entry fees of $5,000 to the plight of Ukrainian refugees feeling war. Today, we cannot sit idly by at the growing humanitarian crisis in Gaza.

I have made available a selection of prints from my archive and from colleagues and friends who share a similar urgency and concern as photographers at the deteriorating situation in the Middle East.

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AMIRUL JOHARI Malaysia | Amirul is a hobbyist street photographer who captures the facets of street life around Kuala Lumpur and the wide spectrum of cultures in Malaysia. @mirulstreet

PIC A ©AMIRUL JOHARI | Thaipusam, Batu Caves, Selangor 2020.
PIC B ©AMIRUL JOHARI | Monsoon Season, Bukit Bintang, Kuala Lumpur 2019.

AISHA NAZAR Malaysia | Aisha Nazar is a documentary photographer whose work focuses on stories of community and self-identity with a personal interest in narratives on the diaspora. @aishanazar

PIC C ©AISHA NAZAR | Young boys in traditional Malay attire demonstrate Silat, a native form of martial arts. Terengganu, Malaysia 2018.
PIC D ©AISHA NAZAR | In the wake of a new day accompanied by the clinking of tiny glasses from nearby local coffee stalls, two friends meet through window bars to catch up before carrying on with their day. Hoi An, Vietnam 2018.

STEVEN LEE Malaysia | Steven is the blog owner and is the founder-director of KLPA, co-founder of Exposure+ Photo festival. He is a regular portfolio reviewer and serves as a jury in several international photography events. @stevenvllee

PIC E ©STEVEN LEE Do caged birds sing freedom songs. Jalan Sultan, Malaysia 2013.

BALQIS TAJALLI Malaysia | Balqis Tajalli, the founder of Studio Sunprint, specializes in a cameraless photographic process called cyanotype, where she focuses on creating nature-inspired works. @studiosunprint

PIC F ©BALQIS TAJALLI | Once Upon a Firecracker (1), 2023 Size: A4 Unique print. Description: A study of firecracker plants that balances explosive energy as well as delicate beauty.
PIC G ©BALQIS TAJALLI | Once Upon a Firecracker (2), 2023 Size: A4 Unique print. Description: A study of firecracker plants that balances explosive energy as well as delicate beauty.

NADIRAH ZAKARIYA Malaysia | Kuala Lumpur-born and NYC-trained photographer, Nadirah Zakariya received her BFA in Photography and Digital Imaging from the Fashion Institute of Technology in New York City and is currently based in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. Nadirah is an internationally published and exhibited independent photographer. @nadirahzakariya

PIC H ©Nadirah Zakariya | Sepat Sisters 3, 2020

The theme of sisterhood is a recurring theme in Nadirah’s works, from Daughters Ago (2010) to GIRLHOOD (2016). The works explore a connection that cannot be described, but one that is understood. The wonders of the relationship between sisters and the strong bond that they share together. Images of daydreams, hopes, fears, secrets and the layers of emotions shared between sisters are depicted, honouring the magical ties shared between one another. For Sepat Sisters, this theme is depicted through floral arrangements as an homage to the
relationships forged during the Art Girl Rising artist residency – an all-women artist residency in which these photographs were created in 2020.


ANTONIO FACCILONGO Italy | Antonio Faccilongo is an Italian documentary photographer, filmmaker and photography professor. He is a Fujifilm X-Photographer ambassador and is represented by Getty Reportage. He focuses his attention on Asia and the Middle East, principally in Israel and Palestine, covering social, political and cultural issues. @antonio_faccilongo

PIC I ©Antonio Faccilongo | The dress and shoes of the prisoner Nael Al Barghouti in his bedroom. His wife Iman keeps all her husband’s clothes, shoes and items in their home. Nael has spent 41 years in prison and he is the longest-serving Palestinian inmate in Israeli jails. Items left behind by inmates allow us to perceive the absence of men and to understand the emptiness they left in the lives of their family members. At the same time, the prisoners’ wives also keep these objects in the hope of a return home for their loved ones. Kobar, Palestine 2015.

AMRITA CHANDRADAS Singapore | Amrita Chandradas is a Singaporean documentary photographer. @amritachandradas

Pic J ©Amrita Chandradas. No sunset is the same, that’s what makes it special. This was taken by the coast at Manabí, Ecuador, 2018.

TATSUO SUZUKI Japan | Tatsuo Suzuki is a Japanese street photographer based in Tokyo. @tatsuo_suzuki_001

PIC K ©Tatsuo Suzuki A girl at the theatre ticket counter, Tokyo 2013.
PIC L ©Tatsuo Suzuki The flower for my love, Tokyo 2023.

PRESTINE DAVE KHAW Malaysia | Prestine Davekhaw dedicates her years to documenting cultures that are disappearing in the face of technological advancement and rapid cultural shifts. Founder of @disappearingjobs

PIC M ©Prestine Davekhaw. Malacca Electric Flour Mill since 1929, Malacca City, Malaysia, 2023.

Photography, to me.

Is a drug.

More than the pursuit of the perfect image, it is an obsession to see more, understand more, and encounter more.

Photography is a journey to discover what exists, and can exist, if we see with our hearts and feel with our minds. Writers write and artists paint, starting with a blank canvas. With photography, the difference is subtle. We start with a canvas that is already full of life and colour. It is as real as it gets. Photography, by its very definition, cannot exist without light as there will be nothing to photograph.

I’ve immersed my entire adult life in this magic light trick, and now I take a step back. Long flights and drives allow me to think. Having just completed co-organising a third photo festival, even if it’s a minor one in comparison to others I’ve been to, I cherish the high moments and dread the lows. But there is no middle ground. It comes as a package deal.

The connections I’ve made in the name of photography over the past years have been fulfilling and rewarding. It has brought me to far flung places and closer ones to, meeting incredibly talented artists and wonderful people who are open minded and dedicated to the practice.

I’ve reviewed countless portfolios and continue to do so, and nominated artists to international awards. The takeaway I’ve learnt from all this is, there are stories to be told. Every photographer wants to tell a story. Even if it’s just one incredible image, without a story the image just hangs on the wall soulless.

The audiences to these are picky and may not be all too appreciative, however. It is very easy to overlook and brush less striking work aside and go for the visually popular images. After all, today’s society prefers repetitive and spoon-fed visuals that are easy to understand, aesthetically pleasing and requires no thinking. We like ‘hi-fi’ photography, where bass and treble are set to the maximum, loosing the subtleties and nuances in between.

I started KLPA because I am interested in the face and how every portrait is a reflection not only of the sitter, but the photographer as well. We just celebrated the 15th back-to-back edition of the KLPA and therein lies a dilemma. Is interest waning? At times I feel a responsibility towards the photo communities, to its followers, and to the past winners, to retain KLPA’s vision and standards, year in and year out. This is not easy to maintain. I have good years and lesser ones. Ebbs and flows. 2023 was a good year. The finalists received record worldwide views. But there is a constant fear that KLPA is not being sufficiently visible, especially locally. Perhaps it’s just my expectations on what I would have liked it to become.

Similarly as festival organisers, do we alienate certain interest groups to the benefit of others? Or do we keep to our mission and yet be inclusive. Like an ocean liner, once the course is charted, we set sail, avoiding the icebergs along the way. And the people we cater to are the paying passengers. Or do we pick up new passengers along the way and explore new destinations?

I photograph less nowadays. Perhaps I have no stories to tell, yet I have unfinished projects that need to be completed and these are being put off year after year. There are always stories to tell.

Pic: Man with brolley, Kobe, 2017 © Steven Lee

Wicklow heather

Visited the Wicklow Mountains, Ireland, just south of Dublin last weekend, the landscape is not unlike that in Scotland or the Moors in Yorkshire. Heather survives the harshest elements Mother Nature can throw at them.

Marrakesh by M6

I just returned from Leica HQ at Wetzlar after attending the Celebration of Photography 2022 event in conjunction with the announcement of the Leica Oskar Barnack Award (LOBA) 2022 winners. Concurrently, Leica also revealed two new products, firstly the re-issue of their best selling film body, the Leica M6 released in 1984 and a new silver coloured Summilux M 35mm f1.4 lens. Responding to the current resurgence of analogue users amongst the photographic community worldwide, I think the 2022 M6 is a great idea and a brave move. I do wish Leica would bring back a lower priced entry level CL version to make it more accessible to enthusiasts.

These images were from a trip to Marrakesh in 2002, taken by my M6 bought used in 2000, on Fujifilm Neopan 400, my favourite black & white film and self-processed.

The M6 is now literally timeless.

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Drought declared in UK

Temperatures reached over 40C in July, the highest ever recorded in the UK, and much of the country hasn’t seen substantial rainfall since. Many parts of the country have officially declared drought status where restrictions on domestic water use will be enforced.

Picture : Parched tree, Kensington Gardens.

Lucca by night

I love peering into shop windows at night when walking in the city. Last weekend, I was at the Photolux Festival in Lucca, a medieval walled city in western Tuscany, Italy, home to Giacomo Puccini, who was born in 1858. I came across this wedding dressmaker’s store in one of the many narrow cobbled streets. The illuminated dresses in a darkened store caught my eye as I peered into the shop and took this picture. Captured for posterity, these dresses might one day be walking down the aisle in one of the many tens of churches to the delight of a wedding party.

This other photo (L) is more atmospheric and was obtained because I rushed. A mistake. Not remembering I had set the exposure compensation dial to underexpose earlier, I simply took this picture and accidentally caused a blur due to the slow shutter as it was a very dark scene. I was looking back at this image on my camera and about to hit the delete button, but on closer inspection, I think I rather like it.

Sands of Time, Goodbye 2021

Camber Sands is a stretch of fine sandy beach about 2 miles long on the south coast of East Sussex, the only beach with sand dunes along this coast. I love to photograph these grassy, undulating dunes in the dusk light of winter. The golden sand is so fine, like talc which is uniquely rare in England, as most of the beaches have coarse sand or pebbles.